I’m not an outgoing or socializing type of person, and I think I know why; The end of my dick was somehow sliced off when I was circumcised as an infant. I was much too young to remember anything of this ordeal. My biological father abandoned my mother and I and I don’t remember anything of him. I was raised mostly by my grand parents who were very good people. My grandfather however, was a very able man but also a very quiet person. He never said much. So I think I learned most of my characteristics from him.
Getting back to my penis, I can remember back when I was very young, sticking my finger in the end of my foreskin and feeling the end of my dick. I have no idea why I had so much remaining foreskin if I was circumcised, but none the less, there it is. To me this was the way is was, and for me, normal.
In later years, in high school when I got to see other boys in the shower room, I noticed that I wasn’t like them. The end of my shaft was rather blunt, where the others had a “knob” on the end. Some of the boys had skin covering the their ends, like mine, but was more pointed - mine was like the end of a rubber hose.
I spent a lot of time at the library and eventually came across information about foreskins and the practice of circumcision. I eventually came to the realization of what happened to me. In our family, things of this sort weren’t talked about. My grandfather wasn’t the sort to discuss these matters either, so I was mostly left to my own devices.
Because of my shyness and unusual genital condition, I never became interested in girls. How could anyone possibly like a weirdo like myself? I went to the senior prom, but I was the photographer and took pictures instead of girls. I don’t consider myself gay, but don’t have much of an attraction to women either.
After I moved out on my own in my late teens, I decided I didn’t want to look at the blunt end of my dick and wanted it to appear more like the un-cut guys I’d seen. So decided to make the end of my overhang narrow so it would look more normal, but a bit shorter than the average dick.
I used a forecepts to clamp the skin, drawing it together at the end and slicing off the excess skin. It was a rather long and uncomfortable process, but eventually I achieved my desired result. :stretch: Today I have a nice little “elephant trunk” at the end of my shaft. It’s non-retractable, so I never get to see the end inside, which is exactly what I wanted to achieve. It feels good and I’m pleased with how it all came out. Now I’m not ashamed to be seen - but then who is ever going to see it except myself anyway? I’ll try to post some pictures here somewhere after I post this.