I recently realized that I was getting caught by unsuspecting spectators more often than I had anticipated. To begin with, I had not anticipated to get caught between 2 and 4 in the morning. It all started with my semi-nightly habit of curbside jack off. One night, I sat on a curbside wearing real short shorts and I had my legs decently wide spread just enough to get a slight view to whoever might pass by. From a certain angle, I was exposed; but it also gave me a sense of security. From time to time, I got a hard on, which was totally visible from that certain angle. Usually, I stroked my cock discreetly to enjoy hard on.
I think it was that one particular night when I was really drunk. Early that night, I had gone out with my friends and by the time I got home, I was totally drunk, but followed my heightened urge and did the curbside jack off. What was so different that night was that I was not just sitting innocently; I was truly insatiable. Alcohol prolonged the time and it was morning already and the sun was up. As if the world around me did not exist, I went on with fiercely pleasing myself with talented hands and lube I conveniently had in my bad. To the best of my memory, I had my legs really wide spread and I pulled up my shorts to fully expose both my dick and my balls and I was sort of laying back with my left hand at the back and my right hand on my dick. It was something you see on a solo video.
A few days later, I walked by 3 men who were chatting on the street and they gave me that funny smile and look; almost saying something like “this dude is crazy” kind of look. It was that precise moment I realized I had got caught. One guy mocked the move of removing the pants and another mocked the move of hand job right over his pants. “oops” said I to myself; but I just passed by them as if nothing happened. Now that I think about it, I think it was hilarious.
I was gonna go for a streaking one night, but I took a precaution. Instead of leaving home naked, I left home wearing a trashiest T shirt I ever owned and a dark blue towel around my hip. Technically, I do not suppose it is illegal to dress up like that even though it may be seen inappropriate. I put on the towel in such a way to make a slit to slightly show my front part and occasionally my dick even peeked out.
I did not go for a long distance adventure; but when I was walking, my towel fell off accidentally. I did not plan to do that; but it happened and there was a guy who was waiting for his bus nearby and he saw me. Nothing really happened anyways.
There was a rock that was big enough to sit along the road so I saw there. It was a rather narrow road so whoever passed by could have seen my dick and balls. After a while, some cars passed by and across the street there was a parked van across the street, which I didn’t care at that time.
As my dick soared up, I could not wait anymore and I started stroking. After a short while, something crossed my mind and I just decided to go home. Someone came out of one house and walked quietly to the van not on a drivers seat but on a passenger side; then the van took off. At that time, I realized that there was someone in the van who witnessed the entire action quietly…
Now it seems to me that I am somewhat known in my neighborhood; or at least the topic of the gossip on an exhibitionist who appears at night. Fortunately or Unfortunately, I do not know my neighbors and the real good thing is, they don’t know me at all.
I actually have some open discussion topic for exhibitionists who got caught and witnessed spectators responses
Based on my experiences of getting caught and my understanding on some exhibitionists, I became curious about how exhibitionists react to spectators reactions. Where I would like to propose some open forum.
Public jack off or streaking; these kinds of exhibitionism involve doing things out in public and it necessarily involves the risk of getting caught. The idea of being out in public can be exciting, but the idea of getting caught is nerve wrecking sometimes; and exhibitionism is paradoxical in a sense that those two different feelings can happen almost simultaneously. From a different point of view, it should be noted that the idea of getting caught should be addressed as much as that of out in public has been since out in public and the chance of getting caught theoretically take place at the same time.
I say exhibitionists response to the spectators reactions; and I insist on that. It is not so much about how exhibitionists physically react when caught in the act; rather emotional or rational responses. I take it that exhibitionists physical reactions are rather limited and expected: it is either “keep going” or “stop.” Well, there is a third option, which is that the spectators join, but I think that is rare.
Certainly, spectators have their own reactions. If they happen to be exhibitionists or voyeurs, they would most likely enjoy the unexpected sight like I would; but they are not always exhibitionists or voyeurs. For instance, cop wanna-be people or die-hard condominium committee type of people would react quite seriously and ready to report an incident at any moment. This is one reason why you do not want to spend an extended period of time in one place. Fortunately, I have never encountered those.
One tricky species of spectators would give strange and funny look: which sort of looks down on exhibitionists. Their look may be interpreted as: “are you fucking crazy?” or “are you that stupid?” In short, it is not too pleasant to witness those reactions, but I am not insane enough to say that their gestures are demeaning to exhibitionists that they should stop. It is just that I do not normally find them too pleasant; but it all depends on circumstances and how they do what they do.
Perhaps it is an excellent idea to think of exhibitionists as street performers. Every reaction is expected from passers-by: anywhere from “I am not seeing you” kind of cold reaction to shocked “what the hell?” reaction or even to “whoa!!” To the best of my knowledge, no one seems to have said that exhibitionists are street performers; and I think it is a unique way to look at exhibitionists. I think that the negative responses can be better handled with the strong attitude of any street performer: dont let it bother or just swallow the pride. After all, the pleasure of exhibitionism is hardly surpassed by any other.